Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sinus Funk

** I like to write as if I am writing a letter.**
Tony and I were both sick today. Sinus funk. Usually it's him that gets sick, but I do work in a petri dish aka a hospital. I just hope that Tyler doesn't get it, nothing is worse then a sick baby.
I thought more about going back to school, but I am still not sure what I really want to do. Nursing sounds good to me but I would need to devote a lot of time to study. A lot of time that I don't have right now. I need core classes first but trust me I still would need study time. Then, I thought about business administration. Which makes more since with the job I am doing now. (Contract Compliance) Basically I fight with insurance companies all day about them not paying what our contract tells them to do. I make the Hospital money by turning zero dollars into thousands. If I had the degree in business administration I would be getting paid what I deserve, but without it I am stuck. I see how happy my mom is with patient care and really feel that I could excel too. I'm sure I will decide at some point but I am also not done "making babies". We would like to have another baby in the next 4 years. Hmm...that would be enough time to finish school but I don't want to miss out on anything Tyler does. Since I work full time I am already missing out on a lot.
Positive note we might be getting another car soon. I can't wait! Nothing new or fancy but something to get us from point A to point B safely. Tony got a new video game so he has been busy with that as soon as Tyler goes to sleep. His trip to Kentucky is coming up and I need to decide what I want to do while he is gone. Probably just some shopping and swimming. Which is fine with me. Anything to keep my mind off of him being gone. I do enjoy the alone time but I will miss him very much. Sounds silly but I don't sleep well when he is not home. Even when he has sessions late at night I toss and turn till he is home. When we were first married (literally the second month) he flew to Arizona with his mom and dad to get his grandfather and I cried every night he was gone. I'm sure it is a normal feeling. :o) Nothing but love for my Tony.
More tomorrow maybe. I need to go to be and get ready for the fun day I'm sure I will have tomorrow at work.

one love

song for the day "My Cherie Amour" Stevie Wonder

Saturday, August 25, 2007


Wow, first blog alright.
Not really sure what to write about, so how about tattoos. I have three but one is very important. I got an ichtus on my wrist. (I know I know whatever) I picked my wrist because I need a reminder to be a better person and I wanted people to know that I am a Christian. If they don't know what it is and they ask me maybe I have opened their eyes to the Lord and bring them closer to him. I have never had a "Lord spoke to me" moment but maybe he is and I'm just not listening. I want to... but I don't know how. I really am trying and I hope that is enough.

Anyway, I stayed home today and watched so much Thomas the Train that my brain has gone numb. But I love my son. So puff on Thomas ...puff on...

Song for the day Zion by Lauryn Hill.